I'm not going to hurt you because you hurt me

Even if you wanted me to

As much as i want to 

I don't want to make you feel even as close as i've ever felt

You made promises you know you’d never fulfill

But anything to make me smile right ?

You made those promises knowing you’d regret and swallow your words

If I ever found out they were lies.

But anything to keep my smile right ?

You knew my happiness was fading

But still you kicked me and told me everything was going to be fine

With one of the largest smiles i've ever seen

But anyone whos not dumb knows that smile wasn't formed with goodness

It was formed with the evil your heart 

That you've mistaken for kindness

You’d bind your hand with mine and told me you’d never let go.

But you would untangle 1 finger at a time thinking i wouldn't notice

That you were slowly slipping away.