My lashes are wet.
From all the tears I've shed.
“Don't cry..
..You look like a big baby.”
“Im hurt”
“You're only 14..
..you don't know the first thing about being hurt”
“Oh but i do”
“That sharp pain..
That ball in my throat.
That stops me from screaming while I cry…
That beat in my heart.
That tells me something is...
Your just a boy
A boy so powerful
Only so with your words
Words that you've sown into my heart
I still feel the needle
More than i feel the thread
And it hurts
You take my heart
Look at it
And throw it away
As if you saw your true reflection
Your not as powerful as you speak
Your a fool
A fool i've fallen for
And ended in a deep sorrow
Time passes by
With several thoughts...
I gave you a lit lighter.
You blew it out.
I gave you a balloon.
You popped it.
I gave you a glass cup.
You threw it. And it broke into pieces.
I gave you paper.
You ripped it.
I gave you a rock.
You smashed it. And it broke into pieces.
I gave you my hand.
You slapped it.
I gave you a rubber band.
You snapped it.
I gave you my love.
I gave you my heart.
I gave you my trust.
I...
You say that you love me.
And honestly.
I wish I could believe you.
When you say those magical
3 words that girls yell about.
My heart shatters.
Because I know you don't love me.
You love the idea of me.
The idea that i'm here
Whenever you want me to be.
The idea that you can just
Throw me around.
Because i know i'm too weak to do
ANYTHING. About it.
You love that idea...
Your actions confuse me.
Not only mentally but physically.
You only beg me to stay when i say i'm leaving
And then you neglect me when I stay.
Am I just a prop to you?
A sex toy.
Somebody that you’ll never love
But always cherish because of what I'm able to do.
But what if i stopped entertaining you.
Will you still beg me to stay when I threaten to leave ?
Or will you let me go...
One day i'm going to give up.
Im going to say fuck you and move on with my life.
I know that i don't mean it
But those words are stuck in my head
And your names the only name I think of when it happens.
Just know that i love you
But there's days when i feel shitty
And you don't show me any love
But i see that your trying or maybe i'm just blind
But know my times with you were the...
One day i'm going to give up.
Im going to say fuck you and move on with my life.
I know that i don't mean it
But those words are stuck in my head
And your names the only name I think of when it happens.
Just know that i love you
But there's days when i feel shitty
And you don't show me any love
But i see that your trying or maybe i'm just blind
But know my times with you were the...
I'm not going to hurt you because you hurt me
Even if you wanted me to
As much as i want to
I don't want to make you feel even as close as i've ever felt
You made promises you know you’d never fulfill
But anything to make me smile right ?
You made those promises knowing you’d regret and swallow your words
If I ever found out they were lies.
But anything to keep my...
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