I fucking hate myself. Every goddamn part of me is a fucking disaster. I can't stand looking in the mirror anymore, because all I see is failure. I'm sick of pretending like I'm okay when I feel like absolute shit inside. Everything I do is a fucking joke. Every choice I make just makes it worse. I don't know who the hell I am anymore. Just a pathetic fucking mess, drowning in my own insecurities, my own bullshit. I hate how weak I am, how I can't even get my shit together, no matter how hard I try. It’s like I’m stuck in this fucking loop of self-loathing and I can’t escape it. I can’t stand the person I’ve become. I’ve tried, I’ve really tried, but it’s never enough. I’m just tired. Tired of existing, tired of feeling this goddamn worthless. I don’t even know why I keep going. What the fuck is the point