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#sofuckingreal

so some of u know pocket, but some people don't know! but She use to be on here but rn her life is busy but I thank her for everything! shes the reason why Im coming back on!!! I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUU POCKET (btw this is me by being REALLY HAPPY)

Love is fake as fuck. People talk all this sweet shit, like they actually give a damn, but in the end, it’s just a game. You give your heart, and they just take it and toss it aside when they're done. It’s all fake as hell, a fucking lie wrapped in pretty words. You think it’s real, but nah, it’s just people using each other. You end up hurt, and they move on like nothing happened. Love? Yeah, it’s bullshit.

I fucking hate myself. Every goddamn part of me is a fucking disaster. I can't stand looking in the mirror anymore, because all I see is failure. I'm sick of pretending like I'm okay when I feel like absolute shit inside. Everything I do is a fucking joke. Every choice I make just makes it worse. I don't know who the hell I am anymore. Just a pathetic fucking mess, drowning in my own insecurities, my own bullshit. I hate how weak I am, how I can't even get my shit together, no matter how hard I try. It’s like I’m stuck in this fucking loop of self-loathing and I can’t escape it. I can’t stand the person I’ve become. I’ve tried, I’ve really tried, but it’s never enough. I’m just tired. Tired of existing, tired of feeling this goddamn worthless. I don’t even know why I keep going. What the fuck is the point

I feel like I failed my friend they really needed me I had silent notifications on and they messaged me saying they needed me.. I really am a bad friend

Now playing: Wires by the Neighborhood
My brother found this song to be a surprisingly bass-heavy song to play on his boombox.
I have a story about my brother, actually. He lived in the basement and he created this absolutely insane sound system that went so hard you could hear it clearly from the other side of the street (we tested it). It was one of the craziest and most amazing things I ever heard.
If you're still here you're a real one for listening to my memories

Oh, oh-oh-oh, oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh yeah
I want you all to myself
You don't need nobody else
I want you all to myself, I swear, yeah
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm selfish, I want you all to myself, I swear
You don't need nobody else, I swear
I want you all to myself, because I'm selfish, yeah
I want you all to myself, I swear
You don't need nobody else, I swear
I want you all to myself, I swear, I'm selfish
I want you all to myself, I swear
You don't need nobody else, I swear
I want you all to myself, because I'm selfish, yeah
I want you all to myself, I swear
You don't need nobody else
I want you all to myself
Now, that I gotcha here, girl
I ain't gon' play with you
Because there's a lot of things
That I wanna say to you
Girl, you know, you the shit
Balenciagas on ya kicks (woo!)
Niggas all on your dick
But we ain't gon' trip
'Cause I'm not ready for no commitments, nah, nah
But I swear I hate seeing you with them, yeah, yeah
And I know, you ain't tryna control me
And I know, you're tired of being lonely
I can't help how I feel
I'm just keeping it real
They can't have you, girl, because
I'm selfish, I want you all to myself, I swear
You don't need nobody else, I swear
I want you all to myself, because I'm selfish, yeah
I want you all to myself, I swear
You don't need nobody else, I swear
I want you all to myself, I swear, I'm selfish
I want you all to myself, I swear
You don't need nobody else, I swear
I want you all to myself, because I'm selfish, yeah
I want you all to myself, I swear
You don't need nobody else
I want you all to myself
Shawty, I'm selfish, can't help it
You know, I get stuck, when you come around
And them niggas be sick 'cause we be on some shit
Yeah, they know, I'm gon' hold it down
Pull up in the whip, tell you, "Hop in with your friends
We gon' go to my crib
Have my chef cook us up a dinner"
Girl, you know, you fuckin' with a winner
I ain't nothing like these lames, I swear
Name a place, I could take you there
I'd do anything to make you laugh
And you can have anything, just ask
But just know that I'm selfish
And I swear, I can't help it
But it's all for you
Yeah, it's all for you
I'm selfish, I want you all to myself, I swear
You don't need nobody else, I swear
I want you all to myself, because I'm selfish, yeah
I want you all to myself, I swear
You don't need nobody else, I swear
I want you all to myself, I swear, I'm selfish
I want you all to myself, I swear
You don't need nobody else, I swear
I want you all to myself, because I'm selfish, yeah
I want you all to myself, I swear
You don't need nobody else
I want you all to myself

Not me realizin durin the video my hair was falling down in da back and I tried to cover it up wit my hand